One of the worst things is when you’re trying to sleep and you can’t cause every single thought runs through your head. Like I just wanna sleep but no I’m thinking about people who don’t think about me
Ya know it’s really tiring being tired and sad but it’s like I’m stuck and I’m so exhausted. This is fucking exhausting being sad all the time but I can’t just be happy if I’m not.
Alright I’m gonna try not to make this a super long post but you don’t just drop your friends like that. We’ve been best friends for 3 years now and to just suddenly decide that you don’t want to be friends anymore really makes me feel pretty shitty even though I didn’t do anything wrong. And you refuse to even talk about it and let me know how you’re feeling right now. Like I just don’t don’t get it? Sure I could have talked to you at the party but that would have been a dick move to bring it up in front of everyone so I decided it would be better to just talk thing out because I have no idea where this is coming from(still don’t). And i dont know how to take this because I’ve never lost a friend before, especially a really close friend over nothing because there was no fight but I need to get my thoughts straight because I feel like I’m the only one fighting for this friendship and you can’t expect people to fighting for you if you won’t do the same for them. I don’t know how long you expect that to last but if/when you want to talk to me you know where to find me.
So I was at work and I had this customer and she said “you have a very striking face. Like its very pretty.” AND I WAS SO TAKEN ABACK BECAUSE I HONESTLY DON’T THINK IM PRETTY AT ALL. Like how nice of her to say that like wow I love people
Can someone cheer me up because I’m gonna have a mental breakdown. Everything’s just piling up at once and I can’t deal with it
The only two bands I have ever cried over are the maine and fall out boy and idk like I just can’t describe the feelings I get from them like the maine just makes me feel like maybe my life actually means something and I’m not a worthless piece of shit and fall out boy idek I haven’t exactly figured out why but I’m glad I have music that I can actually connect with
I keep having mental breakdowns and its literally the most exhausting thing ever because I know nothing’s going to be okay and thing aren’t getting better right now and I can’t do anything about it