1. what is something you regret?
i feel like ill eventually regret not being open with people that im very close with
2. what is your all time favorite song?
oooo this is hard but basically every fall out boy song ever, sweatpants by childish gambino and good ass intro by chance the rapper.
3. what is something you wish you could tell someone right now?
i wish i was able to open up to people more and express my feelings but i have a fear of judgement
4. if you could live anywhere, where would you live?
5. what is your favorite movie of all time?
6. what is your favorite color and why is it your favorite?
blue because im chill af
7. what is your favorite thing about fall?
sweaters, halloween, the weather, boots, pumpkin patches
8. do you like your room to be cold or hot when you sleep?
cold so then i can just cuddle up in all the blankets
9. what is your favorite ice cream flavor?
not really a big ice cream person but pistachio is flame
10. who was your childhood celebrity idol?
i feel like i dont really look up to celebs but hayley williams is bae
11. what is your ideal outfit?
either a dress with cut outs or layers
One of the worst things is when you’re trying to sleep and you can’t cause every single thought runs through your head. Like I just wanna sleep but no I’m thinking about people who don’t think about me
I spent half of 2013 in a really bad place and I just want good things to happen for me next year.
Ya know it’s really tiring being tired and sad but it’s like I’m stuck and I’m so exhausted. This is fucking exhausting being sad all the time but I can’t just be happy if I’m not.
Alright I’m gonna try not to make this a super long post but you don’t just drop your friends like that. We’ve been best friends for 3 years now and to just suddenly decide that you don’t want to be friends anymore really makes me feel pretty shitty even though I didn’t do anything wrong. And you refuse to even talk about it and let me know how you’re feeling right now. Like I just don’t don’t get it? Sure I could have talked to you at the party but that would have been a dick move to bring it up in front of everyone so I decided it would be better to just talk thing out because I have no idea where this is coming from(still don’t). And i dont know how to take this because I’ve never lost a friend before, especially a really close friend over nothing because there was no fight but I need to get my thoughts straight because I feel like I’m the only one fighting for this friendship and you can’t expect people to fighting for you if you won’t do the same for them. I don’t know how long you expect that to last but if/when you want to talk to me you know where to find me.
I’m really glad for the group of friends that I have now and I love you all to pieces
So I was at work and I had this customer and she said “you have a very striking face. Like its very pretty.” AND I WAS SO TAKEN ABACK BECAUSE I HONESTLY DON’T THINK IM PRETTY AT ALL. Like how nice of her to say that like wow I love people
GUYS IM GOING TO FALL OUT BOY TOMORROW OH MY GOSH I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY
Can someone cheer me up because I’m gonna have a mental breakdown. Everything’s just piling up at once and I can’t deal with it
The only two bands I have ever cried over are the maine and fall out boy and idk like I just can’t describe the feelings I get from them like the maine just makes me feel like maybe my life actually means something and I’m not a worthless piece of shit and fall out boy idek I haven’t exactly figured out why but I’m glad I have music that I can actually connect with
PATRICK STUMP TWEETED ME OMFG
I am so fucking sad about everything
I’m so sad and I don’t know what to do about it
I keep having mental breakdowns and its literally the most exhausting thing ever because I know nothing’s going to be okay and thing aren’t getting better right now and I can’t do anything about it